Will can eat 16 cheese strings in one sitting… He’s my favourite person along side my Mum. I owe a lot to him, he’s a big part of my world.
This past month has been manic.
I have finally finished my master piece and I am overly proud of myself! I’ve actually done it and I’ve come out the other end as a brand new person. The person who was there all along but who I never noticed.
I believe in myself finally and I’m having the best time ever.
I am really starting to think seriously about writing a book.
It may not get pubished but at least it can be there for some of my closest people.
Since studying Authenticity, I have realised over time, the more I read, the more I unconsciously adapt it my life.
I use the phrase ‘trauma’ quite a lot when explaining something to someone. Trauma can be seen as both good and bad. Since reading a vide variety of authenticity books, I have realised that these writers too use this term.
But through it all one can only advise the simple guide lines on how to be truly authentic. Each person is different in their own right. I feel I have the power to advise people who want to take this journey in a different way that hasn’t been talked about before.
My journey mainly involves surrounding yourself with positive energy- energy is a key factor in a person’s personal change to their ‘real’ self, starting with facebook friends- I had just under 1000 friends on there and now I have around 200 positive people (still too many in my eyes though, I shouldn’t be so nice) who influence me, listening to good music in a comforting atmosphere no matter what it be, defining your body as your temple, do big things instead of loads of little things, smoke weed- I know it sounds bad but I really found myself and opened up to my conscience (the real me), read books.
Knowledge is power.
If I could change one person’s life for the better, then I would be happy.
I can’t believe how obsessive I have become about my dissertation.
I love writing it. Is that a bad thing? Everyone else is struggling and finding it such a hard, growling task, yet I’m learning so much about my subject but at the same time, so much about myself too.
I have never once in my life picked up a book out of choice and actually enjoyed it so much that i have read it over and over again, highlighting and post it noting everything.
I really think I have found my calling- authenticity and self branding, specialising in music.
‘It doesn’t happen all at once,’ said the Skin Horse. ‘You become. It takes a long time. That’s why it doesn’t happen often to people who break easily, or have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don’t matter at all, because once you are Real you can’t be ugly, except to people who don’t understand.”
― Margery Williams, The Velveteen Rabbit
I communicate best through songs.
If I’m in the need of stating my feelings, I have always, since a young age, done it through music. I’m not a touchy, hugging sort of person. I never have been. But music is my way being ‘touchy’ with someone.
I have to make a mix tape for me Dad soon. I think it’ll take a long time to do.
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